Alone in the closet, again!

I am going to warn you now that some of the theme's of this blog are not for those under 18.

I am a heterosexual male of about 40 years old. I am very active as I work out with weights at least three times a week and walk the other two or three days. I am a single father of two wonderful children, my daughter is 11 and my son is 7.

The title of this edition comes from a recognition of my sex life over the last two years of my now failed marriage. It seems that whenever I wanted to have sex, my ex-wife would be too tired or find some other excuse so as not to have to touch me. Therefore, I would find myself in the closet, masturbating. Alone in the closet, again!

As my marriage unravelled to its inevitable end, I found that my sex drive actually increased. It was as if I wanted to prove to either myself or my ex that I was willing to continue to have sex. The sex life that I did have was strictly self inflicted. I spent a lot of time in the closet, alone.